am i a ghost who broke your heart??
there is nothing i can do to stop missing you, is there?
the one that i can’t trace - do i want youto hold me near, smile at me as if you were mine, oris it just a look at what i desperately hopemy own future could be?
but for the warm feelingi get in my stomach when you are arounda quiet fluttering (this is right, this is what i want)
and i am loved, too - by the boy i love in this lifetime, here(the man i hope to love when a lifetime has passed), andi do not want to ask for well, for anything from you -we do not know each other -
and you are probably loved already - how could you not be;boyish charm at 40, bright eyes, a reassuring smile and a smirklike a private joke between friends, yet welcoming to anyone?
you are - you are the boy i would have loved, had i been a lifetime ago(i didn’t know you then, but i am certain i would have)you are the man i would love if i were a lifetime ahead(but i’m not)
sometimes i don’t know whether i want to be you,or just be close to you